In life, there are times in which faith is tested. ‘Trials and tribulations of man’, the oft phrase applied to the inevitable inertia existing perpetuates. Then we pour on the platitudes in continuance of conventional optimism, or rather, obligatory optimism. Or hokum. So on and so forth, the wheels spin forevermore.
I failed the physical exam, AKA the PFA, for the navy. I could mention the oddities I experienced, the heavy fever and bleeding heel in tandem with the run. However, others faced similar troubles and were still able to move forward, whereas I failed. And that leaves me uncertain, with a myriad of questions. “If I did so and so…” or “Perhaps medical and then…”, but there is nothing that can be done about the past. Nothing beyond experiential gain, I guess.
I don’t know. It’s always multiple choice for me. Then, I vent because it helps me cope.
Well, I’m going to re-enlist in 6 months. Just gotta keep trying. Just gotta keep going. Someday, I’ll make it. I hope the same for everyone.
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