Crowded steps on a stairwell Holidays creep steadily, Latching onto our ankles And our fathers are not home Golden and brown and transparent are The choices of comfort today, or rather To cope, meads and wheat follow Our breaths of cold air Shining lights, but an empty hue Scream cheese! They’re watching, Everyone’s watching Seeking … Continue reading Today
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Lost in Thought
I, whilst attempting to resolve my own psychological problems, hit the metaphorical bricks at break-neck speed during my late teens and early twenties. You see, several years ago I was suffering from what I could only describe as intrinsic loss/purposelessness. My mind and body were in disarray. As to try some sort of remedy, I … Continue reading Lost in Thought
Angry Rant: “But that’s the way I FEEL”
This is an angry rant I’ve written because of a few similar experiences I’ve had in the last few months. The acceptance of certain evils is the tolerance of reality, which is less so harmful than clutching onto ideals that produce worse-off results. I laugh uncontrollably at the worst things, not because I find them … Continue reading Angry Rant: “But that’s the way I FEEL”
Dissonance
A silent room Filled to the brim With People People who I knew People who I went to school with People who I grew up with People who called me family A silent room Filled with toothless smiles And grand gestures And embellished memories Lullabies Of People I knew Wide grins Leaking black paste Dancing … Continue reading Dissonance
‘Convenient’ Friendships
There are times in which I question my relationships to the extent wherein which I render myself incapable of decision. Decision, you ask? As to whether or not my friendships are formed out of convenience rather than genuine affection/enjoyment. It isn’t just a ‘I have low self-esteem’ sort of determination. It’s more so the case … Continue reading ‘Convenient’ Friendships
‘Working’ doesn’t mean Give Up on Your Dreams
I think it’s crunch time. I’ve been unemployed for the last few months, running low on funds, and have begun relying on a close friend for help. It’s too much for me. Honest to God, I’ve always been a dreamer, believing that we ought to find joy in the work we do. However, that just … Continue reading ‘Working’ doesn’t mean Give Up on Your Dreams
A Strange Happiness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gqXe5cctmk&feature=youtu.be Something new I'm trying out; it's an audio reading of the post from my YouTube Channel I want to smoke so badly right now. Not because I’m stressed or tired or sad, but because I’m feeling a good bit joyous right now. And no, it isn’t the kind of happiness made up of white … Continue reading A Strange Happiness
4th of July Fun
Today, my friend and I went to a fair for the 4th of July. At first I didn't think we'd have much fun, mostly because we went so early. We watched a cooking show, only to realize after that the hostess would be serving salads and steamed carrots. We ate some of the worst pasta … Continue reading 4th of July Fun
Fond Childhood Memories (SPORTY EDITION)
I’ve spent 22 out of my 24 years in apartments. And out of that 22, I’ve spent 20 in the very same one. It was a quaint little spot with other similarly-designed buildings nearby. As the rambunctious hellion that I was, I required a certain amount of space to terrorize the neighbors. Although I didn’t … Continue reading Fond Childhood Memories (SPORTY EDITION)
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